My life in a Nutshell

I've been considering starting a blog for quite some time now. Now that i have some free time i have decided that this may be the way to express myself even if no one but me ever reads this blog. The though is that by putting certain things on paper may be therapeutic in some way or at least help me kill some time. I don't really know what people usually write in blogs but frankly i am not all that interested in finding out. This will be in essence just a way to hopefully get some clarity in life. There come a certain time in your life when you look back at your life and realize your not the man you wanted to be. you start to see all the bad choices you have made and all of the things that have gone wrong. Then you start to look around at your peers around you and everyone seems to have their life together or at least have a plan. Everywhere you look people are getting married having kids graduating college and here i am 25 and have officially accomplished nothing in my life. As the days pass my dreams seem like just that dreams. It is often hard not to resent people for having their life so together. I know however i am not really angry at them but myself. Sometimes it all just feels so hopeless.